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Memento Mori

September 25

[season 4, episode 15]

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Scully to Mulder:

(voiceover): I feel time like a heartbeat, the seconds pumping in my breast like a reckoning. The numinous mysteries that once seemed so distant and unreal, threatening clarity in the presence of a truth entertained not in youth, but only in its passage. I feel these words as if their meaning were weight being lifted from me, knowing that you will read them and share my burden, as I have come to trust no other. That you should know my heart, look into it, finding there the memory and experience that belong to you, that are you, is a comfort to me now as I feel the tethers loose and the prospects darken for the continuance of a journey that began not so long ago, and which began again with a faith shakened and strengthened by your convictions. If not for which I might never have been so strong now as I cross to face you and look at you incomplete, hoping that you will forgive me for not making the rest of the journey with you.

Memento mori is a Latin phrase that may be translated as “Remember that you are mortal.” Scully was diagnosed with an untreatable form of cancer and is coming to terms with it.

Category X

September 25

It seems that no matter how many new shows pop up and no matter how much I enjoy watching them, nothing can ever replace what The X-Files has meant to me. So I’m starting this new category – bits and pieces of episode recaps, random quotes, real-life analogies, and eveything I want to discuss about a show that has long been gone but will never be forgotten. I think my hosting space can contain it – be prepared to read everything from Mulder and Scully’s gazes to William’s (their son) baby bedding; from alien green goo and monsters of the week to science vs faith debates. If I can get you at all curious, I dare you watch it on DVD, everything from start to finish, and let me do my share in pushing for a third movie.

If you haven’t discovered it yet, also try to double-click any word in this post and in this whole blog. It may come in handy with some of the passages I plan to quote in the future.